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I’m aware that I’m gonna lose you
I’ve known a while now
I’ve been trying on that feeling
I’ve been wearing it around

Or imagining myself
As the person that you need
Just to feel your quiet wanting
For something I’ll never be

‘Cause I can’t change myself
To suit you
Oh I can’t change myself
To suit you

Been steering clear of conversations
Where you might ask me how it feels
Like me saying it out loud
Would be the thing that makes it real

But I’m noticing it’s easy
Your questions few and far between
You’ve run out of space for knowing
What everything means to me

Oh why haven’t you left?
Why haven’t I?
Oh why haven’t you left?
Why haven’t I?

And I want you, I still want you
Expect I’m going to
For some time
And I miss you, I already miss you
‘Cause we’ve been out of tune
For some time

It’s been a while
It’s gonna be a while
It’s been a while
It’s gonna be a while
Oh it’s been a while
It’s gonna be a while

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from Everything Feels Ridiculous, released October 6, 2023
Lauren O’Connell: Guitar, vocals
Alex Pfender: Sampling

Written by Lauren O’Connell
Produced by Alex Pfender
Recorded at Tiny House & New Monkey Studios
Engineered by Alex Pfender with additional engineering by Greg Cortez
Mixed by Beau Sorenson
Mastered by Carl Saff

Photography by Stephen Schauer
Hair/makeup by Keston Ridley
Design by Matt Holmen

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